I have worked so many jobs. When I took my artful passions and turned them into a polished resume, I found myself amongst some slightly younger millennials at start ups.
I’m cool enough to be a good “cultural” fit, but too Black and way too Queer to be sitting with the cool kids at lunch. For me, that meant a glass ceiling in many places, but never one when I am in the front of the room, at the mic, on the sticks, at the wheel, behind the curtain. I will continue towards my passions forever.
I hope to find us wherever I go. I often do not.
When I was making this video, I wanted to find stock photos and images with Black people, women, and Queer folks doing the same things that I do, that I have done, that we do everyday. But too often, we are not in the room, we are not assumed capable, or there is no pipeline, or the powers that be look for candidates in places where we aren’t found. And marketing doesn’t often show us. Or they do. Any we are tokens, short term solutions to societal problems. There are even more people who are excluded. This isn’t about me.
The systems are designed to be walls to access for some, and roads for others. What if we did more by changing the way we have always done things? Repairing problems with innovation and more voices.
When I have a chance to help someone like me, a “cool kid” , an expert in themselves and their call, their roots, and their future, I give props. Do you have a foot in the door somewhere?
This is for those of us wearing all the hats, “crushing it” in our own skin, in our true selves. I hope more folks find themselves while they are chasing their dreams. May we never forget where we come from and progress together. #subjectmatterexpert
Lyric Video
www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xzk7dZTZj0
from
Queer Core: Behind the Music,
released November 27, 2020
Written and composed by M. Smith
Bass, guitar, keys by QueenEarth
Produced, mixed, and performed by QueenEarth
Mastering by Blakwater House, Baltimore, MD